Tuesday morning, start-ish of holidays.
I haven't journalled in over a year. Figured it'd be time for a lil' update.
Well year 11 is over, year 12 is going well so far, no hassle workwise. I'm still jobless, but i got a home for now, which is good.
Today i woke to the sound of 'the Chariot' screaming, awesome stuff. I had a shower, now i'm wasting time for the rest of the day! sweet... could get boring, but I guess we'll see...
hmm...

"I do not exist," we faithfully insist

while watching sink the heavy ship of everything we knew

if ever you come near I'll hold up high a mirror

Lord, I could never show you anything as beautiful as you
- messes of men - Mewithoutyou

i'm so tired...

You kept a distance out of fear you'd break,

but what good's a single windchime hanging quiet all alone?

The music our collisions would make

is the sound that turns "the road that leads us back home" into "home."
- in a market dimly lit - Mewithoutyou

(It's a long way)

Is there anything

(For an answer)

Worth looking for?

(Is there any news?)

Worth loving for?

(Is there any word?)

Worth lying for?

(Is there trauma?)

Is there anything

(Is there struggle?)

Worth waiting for?

(Am I missing?)

Worth living for?

(Or was the body found?)

Worth dying for?
- i am missing - Dashboard confessional

Well, all I have to say is I have no idea what I want. No Idea how to get there.
and i'll remain tired.